Expose your teeth
Spread your lips thin Live it up Bask in your sin. Black and white image They know and don’t care, Plenty of false friends Witnesses that were there. We shared the time of our lives But I’d take it back if I could Your friendship is nothing Your words are no good. Now you’re the one assaulted by my thoughts in the night. Time passes, doesn’t matter Wish that’ll be “All right.” You’re not real friends Obviously never were. Loser-liars, just a photo Another Facebook blurb. I think I hate you More than the one that did the crime You were the ones I trusted Goodbye, one last time. Your friendship’s not a ha'pence In a million dollar world Looking at your fake-ass faces Isn’t worth the breakfast I hurled. Real friends would never pose They would stand up for what’s right, The ones I choose now Are not afraid to fight. I choose the best to love and with whom I share my soul, Body will someday waste away We’ll grow tired and we’ll grow old. But never would we lay down Our decency and morals Smile for the camera, dicks Bight before you give one another oral. You will rot and die alone Begging for a bone I’ll flip you shitbags off Laughing from a throne Surrounded by angels and people Who know the difference between wrong and right And they’d never condone What happened in the middle of that long dark night. Written in 2016 after seeing a photo of my ex boyfriend, Mike, who was the first person besides Matt's girlfriend, that I told about the rape, and my old friend, Dawit, who was there that night, and watched Matt carry me into Becky's bedroom, for the first rape attempt. They were posing with Matt, smiling on a cruise ship or something. I unfriended Mike that day on my feed, we were high school friends and dated for a bout 6 months, but I just felt done. I couldn't and still wont unfriend Dawit. Dawit and I have been friends since 3rd grade. It fucking hurts to know people I love, love the rapist too. This is something I'm working on.
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